kadang kadang, gue cuma nungguin, perasaan apa yang akan muncul abis ini.

dan kaget kalau ternyata rasanya tenang, ga ada beban, ga ada rasa tercekat di dada.

ga ada keinginan -to ripped my chest apart, take my heart out and stomped it on the ground.

there's the hours, when everything seems so bleaked. 

I keep questioning, is it only me or this is how the world goes.

I believe that this is a condition and this is not my life.

I want to believe, eventually my head will stop trying to tricked me thinking everything is bad.