Wednesday, February 1, 2023

Thanks..I guess

17yrs later, I found the love acclamation that you sent.

The time that I spent confused with your cowardice.
I thought that you were that obnoxious man, so afraid to do any move.
But you were.
The amount of hatred I throw at you.
The dismissal that I gave you.
But I guess you deserve it.
I guess its a good thing that I just found out the word today.
I was in love with you. But it stopped 16yrs a go, by the way.

I wish you happy and able to move on as I did.
I stopped questioning about the what if the minute you did the cowardice move with your now wife. 

Now I am smiling knowing that I once was in your heart. And I happy that I did not know all along.

Have a good life, ji.